Seams like nothing in my life ever came easy... I remember my first day in the line department. They put me on the digger truck. They were building a line extension setting poles. It seamed like everything I did was wrong. The chief gave me a hand tamp and said, I want to see your feet leave the ground with every tamp. Told me every last piece of dirt had to make it back in the ground. We set about twenty poles all in a row that day. By the fifteenth pole I couldnt feel my arms anymore, I was pretty sure I ripped something in my chest.
Somehow I made it through that day. When I got home I hit the shower and suddenly realized I couldnt raise my arms to put shampoo in my hair. I just stood their in the shower wondering what the hell did I get myself into.